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BIO

Feifei Z (张飞飞) is a Chinese storyteller and the keeper of Wheel-37, which is a megaverse of twelve realms that celebrates diverse communities reclaiming their power. When not indulging in her artistic projects, she enjoys listening to music from around the world, watching C-Dramas, and appreciating nature. Learn more at feifeiz.com and keep up with Wheel-37 on her Substack.


FORTHCOMING RELEASES

Flower Crowns Reign, Poetry Book - 11/25/2024
- Releasing as a free ebook with print option available
Karmic Justice, Single - 12/29/2024
- Song releasing with a music video on the same day


CURRENT PROJECTS

My Sky Is Full Of Light, Poetry Book - Finalizing my poetry book on healing after the war, reconnecting with loved ones, and rebuilding a sense of safetyLion Dance, Music Video - Setting up everything that is needed for my next music video, which will celebrate my people and our culture during the Lunar New Year

REALMS OF WHEEL-37

FEIFEI Z PODCASTS

TONGLUN / EARTH BETA (铜轮 / 地球 / 地球 β)

CIELOHAI(天海)

YULUN / EARTH ALPHA (玉轮 / 地球 α)

GARDEN(御花园)

ADVERSA CIVILIA 反社七将军

反社七将軍 - 面紗猛獸

MONSTERS CLAD IN VEILS

(Adversa Civilia, #1)

1st Installment in the Garden Realm

Set in Crown Cluster


In a world ruled by cruel gods, seven outcasts come together to slaughter the deities.

For centuries, a council of deities known as the Domus Divina have exerted control over the Five Galaxies, slaughtering anyone who dared to oppose them with their mysterious alchemical abilities. But when the Wyvern they serve utter a doomsday prophecy foretelling the rise of seven generals with the power to upend the current world order, the Domus sets out to eliminate them.A fearsome pirate quartermaster bent on liberating her home from the gods.An heiress who loves knives and the demise of those who had massacred her family.A grieving twin plotting to avenge the sister she lost to a jealous goddess.A princess of an underwater empire who witnesses tragedy for the first time after a betrayal.A leader of an all-female gang of ex-dancers targeting the wallets and lives of greedy men.A pious priestess on a desert planet who is secretly an impersonator.A famous gambler who was once the heir to a noble house destroyed by the Domus.From wars fought on ice to banters in the black market to politics in an underwater palace, these seven outcasts must find their way to each other before the Domus kills them all.


Select Songs from the Playlist

01. Wreck The World - Feifei Z02. Centuries - Fall Out Boy03. Murder On My Mind - Kordhell04. Murder Plot - Kordhell05. Daylight - David Kushner06. Beginning of the End - Klergy07. The End - Klergy08. Lean On My Body - Lil Nas X09. Villain - Neoni10. Burn - 2WEI11. Can't Catch Me Now - Olivia Rodrigo12. 三千世界不见你 - 井胧13. Lethal Woman - Dove Cameron14. The Reckoning - Unsecret15. Till I See You Again - Unsecret



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ADVERSA CIVILIA ART

adversa generals by ghostelle art

Seven Generals Stained Glass Portrait by Ghostelle Art

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Seven Generals Shadow Portrait by Ghostelle Art

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Five Galaxies Map by Feifei Z

PARAGON SEVEN 钻石七使者

SUNFLOWER GALAXY

COSMOCRACY 王者

PETALS IN THE ASHES 骨灰里的花瓣

WEI DYNASTY 伟朝

偉朝 - 虎之鼓声

DRUMBEATS FOR THE TIGER

(Wei Dynasty, #1)

5th Installment in the Garden Realm

Set in Sunflower Galaxy

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In the first book of Wei Dynasty, a peasant girl crossdresses as a boy to infiltrate the imperial court and kill the royals who had massacred her village.

As the only survivor to an unjust bloodbath incited by the Imperial Court, Feng Weian spends her days with the Iron Serpents, an insurgent group bent on overthrowing the royals who are too busy appeasing foreign empires to care about their own dying people. But the Emperor and his courtiers are protected by the enchanted palace walls, and the only way to bring them down is from the inside.When an opportunity arises to join the Emperor's personal bodyguards, Weian dons a masculine disguise to complete the trials. But her plan goes awry and she is enlisted as a soldier in the Imperial Yenese Army.And so begins a deadly dance of deceit.From the Imperial Court to the battlefield to the Emperor's harem, Weian must use both wits and weapons to outsmart power-hungry courtiers, bloodthirsty conquerors, and sly concubines.Because if the Emperor discovers that she is a girl, she will be executed for treason.


Select Songs from the Playlist

01. 天下 - 张杰02. 浩瀚 - 张杰03. 我的将军啊 - 柏凝04. 逍遥 - 王青05. 落花 - 林心如


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鑽石七使者 - 鑽石起義

DIAMOND REVOLUTION

(Paragon Seven, #1)

2nd Installment in the Garden Realm

Set in Snowdrop Galaxy

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Cover Art by Ha Gege
Cover Design by Feifei Z

In the first book of the Paragon Seven series, seven queer people of color with superpowers work together to overthrow an oligarchy.After six years of seeking the cause to her mother's enigmatic death, Mu Lanying finds it in a restricted archive within the Chancellor's Office. The classified documents reveal that her mother was executed for spying on the Chancellor while posing as his mistress, passing top-secret information that can topple the government through a rebel network that has mostly been decimated. Overwhelmed by grief, Lanying decides to track down surviving rebels who can reveal the secrets and bring the Chancellor to his knees.During her journey, she encounters six unlikely allies:An actress turned assassin who is struggling to pay off her sister's chemo treatments.An estranged older brother who is repressing his feelings for his best friend.A telekinetic arsonist imprisoned for a crime she didn't commit.The best friend who is seeking a way to break his sister out of prison.An insurgent in hiding who is presumed dead by her family.The arsonist's girlfriend who is now the Vice Chancellor's lover.Cabaret brawls and alleyway fights. Banters in seafood bars and heart-to-heart in motel rooms. Monsters of old and beasts in suits. Second chance gay romance and budding sapphic love.The seven queer people of color fight hard, but the oligarchy is not backing down. Will the revolutionary movement usher in a new age, or will it fail in bloodshed?


MEET THE PEOPLE

Red: Mu Lanying, Valedictorian
Orange: Ximena Santiago, Insurgent
Yellow: Fanaka Rudisha, Arsonist
Green: Azizi Rudisha, Intern
Blue: Mu Junjie, Theater Student
Indigo: Lee Chaewon, Former Actress
Purple: Giselle Santiago, Dancer
Gray: Viviana Ambrosio, Scorpion

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Drawn by Ghostelle Art


Select Songs from the Playlist

01. One for the Money - Escape the Fate02. Light Em Up - Fall Out Boy03. Jericho - Iniko04. Glass - Ty Trehern05. I Think He Knows - Taylor Swift06. Beast - 8 Graves07. Maneater - Nelly Furtado08. 国色天香 - 李玉刚09. PATCHWERK - Sub Urban10. Transgender - Crystal Castle11. Trouble - Valerie Broussard12. Queendom - AURORA


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Map of Skyleen Federation by Feifei Z


鑽石七 - 沙漏儀式

HOURGLASS RITUAL

(Paragon Seven, #2)

7th Installment in the Garden Realm

Set in Snowdrop Galaxy

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Cover Art by Ha Gege
Cover Design by Feifei Z

In this second book of the Paragon Seven series, the seven queer people of color with superpowers must uncover the connection between the Portelli Administration, the Arca Beasts, and the enigmatic Soothsayer of Octa before their reality gets rewritten by conquerors.Official Synopsis Coming Soon...


MEET THE PEOPLE

Drawn by Kit Parcai

Red: Mu Lanying, Valedictorian
Orange: Ximena Santiago, Insurgent
Yellow: Fanaka Rudisha, Arsonist
Green: Azizi Rudisha, Intern
Blue: Mu Junjie, Theater Student
Indigo: Lee Chaewon, Former Actress
Purple: Giselle Santiago, Dancer
Gray: Viviana Ambrosio, Scorpion



DINNER WITH MY DARLING

烛光晚餐

A Story of the Cielohai Lovers

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❝ Yuelan's breaths came in short quick gasps, her fingers roaming Rosa's back and the scars that Rosa had hidden from her all these years. Yuelan drew hearts on Rosa's skin. Traced her beloved's name again and again. Rosa, Rosa, Rosa. A mantra. A holy chant to be recited at the altar of Rosa Dalca. ❞

SCARLET BUTTERFLY

紅蝴蝶

Memoir (2024)

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❝ Red. The color of hearts split open and the fire in my veins. A scream of rage, of cursing the white kids who had laughed at my name, of severing the thread binding me to the devils in my house. A color of passion. Of my people. Of rising from the ashes.❞

This is the first book I have ever written in my life. I started penning it in the middle of April 2022 and finished it in late May 2022. I was twenty-years-old. The manuscript underwent minor revisions in December 2022, July 2023, and November 2023. In September 2024, I finalized the manuscript and printed a personal copy for myself.



Select Songs from the Playlist

01. 成都 - 赵雷02. 虫儿飞 - 郑伊健03. 自由飞翔 - 凤凰传奇04. Lily - Alan Walker05. Girls Like Girls - Hayley Kiyoko06. Reggaeton Lento - CNCO07. Empty Gold - Halsey08. my future - Billie Eilish09. seven - Taylor Swift10. First Love - Suga11. Pepas - Farruko12. Unstoppable - Sia


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FEIFEI Z POETRY

On And Off The Battlefield Series

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Calling out injustices while reclaiming my art

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Breaking free of shackles and rejoining the light

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Asking my shadow self to express her feelings

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Celebrating the Chinese
Diaspora community

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Our Light, Our Life, Our Love Series

Book Covers To Be Revealed

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Championing and cherishing my spirituality

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Honoring everyday miracles and genuine people in my life

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Choosing our love and each other no matter what

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Literary Magazine Publications

LITERARY MAGAZINE PUBLICATIONS

you should see me in a crown - magnus effect, vol 1
stars above - soft star magazine, issue 2
seven of cups - iris youth magazine, issue 1
vote for me - miniMAG, issue 35
a note to self - missive magazine, issue 1
the bridge - hot pot magazine, issue 3
the shape of loneliness - lime juice mag, issue 1
birthday wishes - writers resist, june 2023 issue
2009 - iceblink lit, issue 3
KFC Curry and Chinese Takeout - xinsai, issue 3
saturday with mi amor - adolescence mag, issue 1
class - the afterpast review
sunrise - the insurgence
shelter - moonbow magazine, issue 3
even though no one else is watching - infusions, issue 2

EASTERN DRAGONS IN MY BLOOD

Poetry Chapbook (2025) | On And Off The Battlefield #4

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We are all descendants of the dragon, and we are beautiful.This collection of heartfelt poems celebrates the Chinese diaspora experience as its own triumph. Remembering the stories you had heard from your great-grandparents as a child. Reclaiming your Chinese name after years of going by an English one. Investigating Chinese history after learning about the Roman Empire three times. Being torn between following your heart and honoring your family. Standing strong together against the rise of unjustified hate crimes.Even if you feel too Chinese to be accepted in the West and too western to be welcomed in China, you are enough.


Select Songs from the Playlist

01. Mulan - Lexie Liu02. Fortuna - Lexie Liu03. Outta Time - Lexie Liu04. 佳人 - Lexie Liu05. The Soaring Egret - Lexie Liu06. 平凡之路 - 朴树07. 大海 - 张雨生08. 最炫民族风 - 凤凰传奇09. Jasmine - Vinida10. 水墨丹青 - 李玉刚11. 彩色粉笔 - 徐誉腾12. 一剪梅 - 费玉清


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Flower Crowns Reign

Poetry Book (2024) | On And Off The Battlefield #1

勝仗之后 花之釋放

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The soul is not green paper.
The heart is not code.
Zeroes and ones cannot
ever replace the human
bleeding words on the page.
Throughout human history, literature has been a sanctuary for the unheard and a mirror of reality. Writers wield pens as torches that scatter the shadows of oppression, enabling the silenced people to once again speak for themselves.This collection encapsulates the resilient spirit of one writer in an age that prioritizes profit and algorithms over art and storytelling. The poet champions social justice through an ancestral lens and reclaims her power. Then she pays homage to true artists while celebrating the intersection of her spirituality and her writing.If you are a young writer, keep going. Speak yourself. Exist out loud. Your words are your triumph, so wield your torch.


AVAILABLE ON 11/25/2024

Free ebook with print option available


Select Songs from the Playlist

01. STAR KILLER - Curtis Waters02. The Seed - AURORA03. Left Right Left - Simon Curtis04. Counting Stars - OneRepublic05. Price Tag - Jessie J06. Show and Tell - Melanie Martinez07. Wake Me Up - Avicii08. Farewell Industry - Feifei Z09. City - Hollywood Undead10. On The Ground - Rose11. GOLDWING - Billie Eilish12. Tennis Court - Lorde


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MY SKY IS FULL OF LIGHT

Poetry Book (2024) | On And Off The Battlefield #2

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We crave to be heard, yet we refuse to speak.This collection of poetry explores the gap that separates wounded hearts, the feverish dreams that haunt us when we wake up in sweaty sheets, the psychological battles that we hide behind strained smiles, the feelings of alienation when nobody understands our self-expression.But no matter how small the world feels and how overwhelming the agony becomes, you are never alone. Many people share your struggles, so reach out to a friend. We are here for each other.


Select Songs from the Playlist

01. Don't Let Me Down - The Chainsmokers (ft. Daya)02. I NEED U - BTS03. VOID - Lil Nas X04. Heroes (We Could Be) - Alesso & Tove Lo05. We Go Down Together - Dove Cameron & Khalid06. lovely - Billie Eilish & Khalid07. everything i wanted - Billie Eilish08. RUN - BTS09. Runaway - AURORA10. Under The Water - AURORA11. Kingdom Come - Demi Lovato12. Far From Home - Sam Tinnesz13. Sun Goes Down - Lil Nas X14. Save Me - BTS15. Drag Me Down - One Direction16. Don't Leave Me - BTS


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DUET OF LOVEBIRDS

Poetry Book (2025) | Our Light, Our Love, Our Life #3

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We choose each other. We choose our forever.This epistolary collection of poetry is dedicated to my first and only love, my greatest friend, my eternal soulmate, and my brilliant sea. Thank you for co-writing this one with me.


Select Songs from the Playlist

01. Love Me Like You Do - Ellie Goulding02. Reggaeton Lento - CNCO03. Say Yes To Heaven - Lana Del Rey04. First Love - Suga05. Hostage - Billie Eilish06. Tokyo - RM07. Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex08. Senorita - Camila Cabello & Shawn Mendes09. Hola Senorita - Gims & Maluma10. Pepas - Farruko11. Te Quiero Mas (Remix) - Farruko12. Te Quiero Pa' Mi - Don Omar13. Con Calma - Daddy Yankee14. Me Necesita - CNCO & PrettyMuch15. Se Vuelve Loca - CNCO16. Hey DJ - CNCO17. Take Me To Church - Hozier18. Don't Leave Me - BTS19. Don't Be Gone Too Long - Chris Brown20. Filter - Jimin21. Let Me Love You - DJ Rebel & Shaggy22. Mayores - Becky G23. Kiss Me More - Doja Cat & SZA24. Call It What You Want - Taylor Swift25. Wildfire - Demi Lovato26. Kingdom Come - Demi Lovato27. Tell Me You Love Me (Spanish Version) - Demi Lovato28. Perdido En Tus Ojos - Don Omar29. Escapate Conmigo - Wisin & Ozuna30. Wildest Dreams - Taylor Swift31. Not Washing You Off Of Me - Vicci Martinez32. I Want Your Kiss - Vicci Martinez33. I'm Yours - Isabel LaRosa34. On The Balcony - Feifei Z35. Sea Sky Serenade - Feifei Z36. Moving Forward With My Love - Feifei Z37. Она вернётся - MBAND38. Keep On Loving You - Cigarettes After Sex


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Te amaré por siempre - m
我也永远爱你 - f

TEN OF CUPS

Poetry Book (2025) | Our Light, Our Love, Our Life #2

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Love is the heart that beats at the core of the cosmos.This poetry chapbook appreciates the beautiful brilliance of love, the wonderful miracles in everyday life, my dearest darling, and my wonderful friends. It is time to celebrate the moment. It is time to celebrate myself for creating the life that I have always wanted.Love yourself. You deserve good things.


Select Songs from the Playlist

01. Glad You Came - The Wanted02. It's Nice To Have A Friend - Taylor Swift03. Love Me Like You Do - Ellie Goulding04. I Walk The Line - Halsey05. I Need Your Love - Shaggy, Mohombi, Faydee, Costi06. New Romantics - Taylor Swift07. Ocean Drive - Duke Dumont08. Lucky - AURORA09. Tokyo - RM10. Lights - Ellie Goulding11. Empty Gold - Halsey12. Starlight - Taylor Swift13. Happy - Pharrell Williams14. On The Floor - Jennifer Lopez15. Part Of Me - Katy Perry16. Exist For Love - AURORA17. Come Along - Vicci Martinez18. I Can Love - Vicci Martinez19. Touch That Fire - Vicci Martinez20. Roar - Katy Perry21. DJ Got Us Fallin' In Love - Usher & Pitbull22. Reggaeton Lento - CNCO23. Cure For Me - AURORA


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FEIFEI Z DISCOGRAPHY

LION DANCE

Single (2025)

Release Date: 02/10/2024

Lion Dance employs traditional Chinese instrumentation of pipa and erhu to create a festive soundscape reminiscent of the Lunar New Year. With lyrics in both Chinese and English, Feifei Z pays homage to her roots and invites other Chinese Diaspora to celebrate this brilliant holiday.


Nine Nine Nine

First Album (2024)

玖玖玖

Release Date: 9/29/2024

Cover Design by Feifei Z

Nine Nine Nine is an alternative hip-hop album of melancholia, yearning, resilience, anger, grief, hope, and healing. This record chronicles the ups-and-downs of Feifei Z's coming-of-age, paying homage to her past selves who had fought for a brighter tomorrow despite the sneering shadows. It is a journey toward love and an ode to letting go. It is about moving forward without looking back. The night has finally yielded to a New Era. Let's sing.


Track List

01. Soldier Since Birth02. Descendants of the Dragon03. Farewell Industry04. Gap05. Cut Through The Noise06. Heart07. Sea Sky Serenade08. I Made It To 2209. Moving Forward With My Love


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My Childhood In China

Currently Planning

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Hiding my cousin's can of wanglaoji during a family gathering. Living through the eighteenth deadliest earthquake in human history. Admiring the swaying lanterns on the night of the Lunar New Year. Participating in yo-yo tournaments between classes. Watching episodes of Jackie Chan Adventures, Pinball Legend, or Balala The Fairies after homework. And many more bygone moments forever preserved on the canvas of my heart. These are my roots. This is my childhood in China.


COMING SOON

GAMES

TALES OF THE GRIMOIRE

Currently Designing With Lucas

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"Immorality matters not if I could attain immortality. It is these maidens' greatest honor to pave the way toward my Ascension. A few mortal lives exchanged for heavenly prosperity. Tell me, Agnes, would you not also accept this divine deal?"

BRING BACK THE JADE

Currently Planning

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"The West pillaged our motherland and stole our jade. They display relics crafted by our ancestors as their spoils of war. I am not going to sit idly by as these irreverent colonizers continue to hoard our treasures. It is time to restore the dragon and the phoenix to their rightful home."

Frequently Asked Questions

Q: What is Wheel-37?Wheel-37 is a megaverse of twelve realms that celebrate diverse communities reclaiming their power. Some of these realms bear a strong resemblance to our modern world while others appear to be more historical or speculative in nature. At the center of Wheel-37 is a spiritual place called Phantasma. Our world is also a part of Wheel-37.The people in Wheel-37 have real existence beyond this material plane. I tune in to the high frequencies of their worlds where they show me their life stories that I record on the page and release in book form. I aim to preserve the authenticity of their stories, and I am simply an observer writing their biographies.I have been working with the people of Wheel-37 since I was 13. I will dedicate my life to the recording of their stories that I love with my whole heart.Q: Are your poetry, music, podcasts, and games also a part of Wheel-37?Those projects are all created during my current life on Earth, so they fall under Realm 10 of Wheel-37, which is our world.Do note that the fictional characters I create for some of my concept albums and games have nothing to do with my spiritual friends. My spiritual friends have independent lives and existence in other worlds. The fictional characters of my concept albums and games originate from my own imagination.Q: Why do you make art? What does creative success look like to you?I make art for many reasons. To immerse myself in other worlds. To hang out with my spiritual friends. To indulge in the process of creation. To experiment and evolve alongside my projects. To enjoy the cathartic experience of setting my soul free. As long as I am creating art for the sake of it and for myself, then I am successful. I am free.Q: Why do you release your art?I release my poetry, music, podcasts, and games to speak myself for the sake of it, to take up space, and to exist out loud. I release the stories of my spiritual friends so they can also take up space and exist out loud on Earth.I am not aiming to build a career. I do not release my art to make money. Any potential income would go straight into creating my next project.I am not interested in building an audience. If my art and the stories of my spiritual friends are meant to be discovered, then they will become known to the ones who are meant to find them at the right time.I encourage all artists to keep doing your own thing. Every voice matters, so speak yourself. If you are looking for a sign, this is your green light.And do not let yourself be ensnared by algorithms, charts, follower counts, accolades, and noise. They are not real indicators of worth and merit. Your heart and your art are what will resonate with other humans across space and time. Not those numeric constructs designed to imprison your soul and delude your mind.So keep making art. And do not yield. Speak yourself.Be you.Q: What exactly do you mean when you say that you are spiritual?My beliefs draw heavily from Chinese philosophies such as the Dao (道) / the Universe, duality of yin and yang (阴阳), reincarnation (因果轮回), the existence of souls (灵魂), qi / life energy (气), cultivating toward Enlightenment (修行), awareness (悟), yuanfen (缘分), different realms across space and time (多维空间), spiritual body (灵体), spiritual mediumship (通灵), astrology (占星术), Yi Jing (易经), Karmic Justice (报应), alchemy (炼丹术), and more.But ultimately, my spirituality is my own philosophy based on my observations of both the spiritual and the physical. I do not align myself with any established religion. I just do my own thing inspired by my experiences and my heritage.I am not an adherent of Western New Age movements that are frankly just a bunch of colonizers cherry-picking and sensationalizing age-old spiritual traditions from non-Western and indigenous cultures. I will never endorse such blatant cultural appropriation.Q: Do you really make all this art by yourself?The majority of all my creative projects are done by myself. The only instances where I collaborate with others are when I commission my two amazing artists for book covers, when I aid in the narrative design of my best friend's video games, when I worked with talented producers for a few songs on my first album, and when I bring people together for music videos.I will always go solo with writing to honor the integrity of my heart and my spiritual friends.Q: When did you start writing?I started writing in Summer 2013 at age eleven after my best friend at the time told me that it is possible to capture the ideas in my head on the page. My first story was a Teen Titans fanfiction that I printed off in 9-point font and stapled together in a booklet.My first original story came to me a few months after my Teen Titans fanfiction. That story featured a band of time-traveling students caught up in a conspiracy spanning centuries and empires. I outlined it for two years from 2013 to 2015, wrote one chapter in November 2015, then grew bored of it.Roughly a year later, I had a spiritual awakening where I tuned in to the high frequencies of other worlds. I befriended some of the people there, and they showed me their life stories. Soon after, I wanted to record their experiences in book form. That was when I rediscovered why I came to this material plane at this time. And that was when I stopped writing fiction and started penning biographies.Q: How can I keep up with Wheel-37 and all the stories?I run a Substack blog where you can find everything that has been made public from Wheel-37 whether you are looking for new story announcements, behind-the-scenes content, release timeline, story teasers, project updates, musings, and more.You can access my Substack by clicking the orange icon on the footer of this website.I also update the About page of this website as frequently as I can with the most current information.Q: When did you write your first poem?In Fall 2020 when I took a creative writing class in my community college. I did not enjoy the experience as we were forbidden from writing genre fiction and were forced to adhere to arbitrary rules where "nobody can die" and "no more than 1000 words." But I did learn that I was pretty good with poems, so we win some, lose some.Q: What is your music making process?I begin with a concept. Then I create the track list. In terms of each song, I start by making a melodic base on my keyboard or concocting a beat in my DAW. After the base, I begin layering whatever I feel is right for the track. Once I complete the instrumental, I write the lyrics and record. Then I drop everything in my DAW, mix and master, and save the finished song to my files.Q: What got you into podcasting?I've always wanted to do a podcast, but I didn't know what topic to do it on. But then I realized that podcasting is truly just storytelling, and I have many tales inside me waiting to be recorded. So I will start by telling the stories of my childhood in China, and we will go from there.Q: How about video games?I mostly collaborate with a close friend and focus on narrative design for his video games. I do plan on making a full-fledged visual novel by myself one day.Q: How old were you when you started creating?Daydreaming: 3 or 4
Writing: 11
Poetry: 18
Rapping: 13
Making Original Music: 19
Podcast: 21
Game Design: 20
Music Videos: 20
Book Design: 20
Q: Is there a way to contact you?I am not open to anyone trying to contact me via the Internet. If any unsolicited messages find their way to me, they will be deleted unread.Q: Are you on any social media?No. I am not on any social media, nor will I ever be on any social media. I am a storyteller, not an influencer. Love and light are abundant in nature and not on a screen. Do not fall prey to the algorithmic cages that seek to undermine your self-worth and render you codependent on numeric drugs that do not define you. Reconnect with yourself, and your loved ones, and the things that make you happy to be alive. Always treasure the moment.If you see someone claiming to be me on any social media platforms or any external websites not found on the footer of this page, they are not me. Please report those accounts for impersonation, which has serious criminal and legal consequences for the impersonator.Bonus 1: Who are your favorite C-Drama actors?Women: 白鹿,吴谨言,赵丽颖
Men: 罗云熙, 张凌赫, 许凯
Bonus 2: Who are your favorite musicians?
Chinese: Lexie Liu, Jay Chou, Li Yugang, Zhaxi Pingcuo
South Korean: BTS, 2NE1, BIBI
Thai: Lisa
French: Louane
Norwegian: Aurora Aksnes, Alan Walker
American: Iniko, Lil Nas X, Billie Eilish, Taylor Swift
Mexican: Becky G
Puerto Rican: Daddy Yankee
Latin American: CNCO

ETERNAL COSMIC PROTECTION

bring back the jade

The Keeper erects a protective energetic shield around herself and her loved ones that only lets in good energy, light, and love. This shield will last forevermore.

FEIFEI Z PROJECTS

POETRY BOOKS
Flower Crowns Reign (2024)

MEMOIR
Scarlet Butterfly (2024)

POEMS
"My Pride"
"You Should See Me In A Crown" - Magnus Effect, Vol 1
Stars Above - Soft Star Magazine, issue 2
"Seven of Cups" - Iris Youth Magazine, Issue 1
"Vote For Me" - miniMAG, issue 35
"A Note To Self" - Missive Magazine, Issue 1
"The Bridge" - Hot Pot Magazine, Issue 3
"The Shape of Loneliness" - Lime Juice Mag, Issue 1
"Birthday Wishes" - Writers Resist, June 2023 Issue
"2009" - Iceblink Lit, Issue 3
"KFC Curry and Chinese Takeout" - Xinsai Mag, Issue 3
"Saturday With Mi Amor" - Adolescence Mag, Issue 1
"Class" - The Afterpast Review
"Sunrise" - The Insurgence
"Meet Me At My Grave On The Autumn Equinox"
"Shelter" - Moonbow Magazine, Issue 3
"Even Though No One Else Is Watching" - Infusions, Issue 2
"Guerrera"
"Reading With You"

MUSIC
Nine Nine Nine (Album, 2024)

MUSIC VIDEOS
Descendants of the Dragon (MV)
Farewell Industry (Lyric Video)
I Made It To 22 (Lyric Video)

PODCASTS
My Childhood In China

GAMES
Candy Necklaces (passage writing)
Subterranean Escape! (narrative writing)

BLOG POSTS
"The Nature of Art, The Art of Nature, and Being A Natural Artist"
"The Cinematic Landscape of Taylor Swift's Albums"
"New Era Covenant"

ILLUSTRATIONS
Wheel-37 Logo
Five Galaxies Map